IAM STILL LOST….

It has been a feeling that is taking to sink

as yet about her, my mind, is out to think.

Even though, she has left me in a lot of pain

to forget, I have tried hard, but it all in vain.

I still think of the days that gave me glee

as in all walks of life, her, I could see.

A smile used to be always be on her face

which am not still been able to efface.

Like a captain, I thought, I could cross any tide

as thought I would have here always by my side.

She was someone who used to be my inspiration

as to work hard, day or night, used to be motivation.

Just when, to work, I thought had the zeal

was to turn my life’s fortune wheel.

Who knew that she would go on her way

by deserting me in an unknown bay.

Since I hadn’t anticipated what was to come

suddenly I got a feeling of being lonesome.

I began to wander hither and dither likes a ghost

and began to look for her as I missed her the most.

Thought never I, that someone sweet as honey

would one day make me go through all this agony.

I just begin to really think and really wonder

whether sending her in my life, God made a blunder.

I know that life without her is not the same

though will remain on my lip her name.

Time has come for me to, in life, move on

and put back what happened in the past as a bygone.

As ends the day and comes slowly the night

in the horizon, her, I don’t see her in sight.

If from God, I were to, ask as a blessing

It would be to end all this suffering.