A FINAL ADIEU….

Those days when I was all alone

I had none to call as my own.

It was then we came across each other

and happiness, we thought, could gather.

You were really one of a kind

that talking to you, was always in the mind.

To you, my heart, I knew, I would never belong

yet to see or talk to you, it would always long.

Times whenever we used to talk or meet

was something for me, like a unexpected treat.

Whenever we used to be away from each others sight

atleast I used to miss every day and night.

For me, you were someone really special

though I know, you considered me as trivial.

Those days, in my mind, I always knew

I had to leave you, in months that were few.

So the time has come to bid you a final adieu

and it was a pleasure, all this while, knowing you.

Though each other we couldn’t, eye in eye, we didn’t see

atleast the memories will remain to give us glee.

Yet, go, go away, to a place that is far

and be happy, as you always are.

Let us, each other, slowly begin to forget

so that in future, we don’t have to regret.

Even though, you weren’t to destined to be mine

let God keep you, with someone specially, really fine.

Towards the end, I can only think, to you, say

that success in all you wish be there all day.

BRING HER BACK

Bring her back, oh lord, if you exist really in heaven

as I want her, my life, always , to be there to enliven.

Bring her back as I still want to lead my life

and want to disappear, all my existing strife.

Bring her back as I don’t want to suffer

as I know something, to me, she’ll offer.

Bring her back as I still can’t forget her face

and I cant endure, alone, this phase.

Bring her back as I am unable to sleep

as every night, my heart is out to weep.

Bring her back as tears are turning out to be blood

and one day, all the rivers, with it, will overflood.

Bring her back to me very soon

as that I what I want as a boon.

Bring her back so my life can be jolly

as I am ready to repent for all my folly.

Bring her back as always a note, am out to sing

as slowly I am turning out to be a bird sans a wing.

Bring her back if there is destined some mirth

and if she is really someone my worth.

Where are you?

Its been a while, a happy note, I sang
as hasn’t, from your end, phone rang.
Outside one hear the splatter of the rain
and to forget you, I’ve tried, but in vain.

Those days, I wished it would never end
as somehow, time, with you, I used to spend.
How much I used to think about you
never you, used to have a single clue.

At night, I always used to wish and pray
that beside me, you would be next day.
But never I thought one day, me, you would leave
thinking about which I sit and out to grieve.

Its been hard to take you away from my mind
as I felt always you were one of a kind.
Even if were to, in my life, have none
you will still be and remain my number one.

I haven’t been able to catch up my forty wink(s)
as about , night and day, I always continue to think.
After the rain, I wish, comes some sort of a rainbow
and your face, to me, it’ll come to show.

In life, If I were to continue to live
what all I did wrong, I ask you to forgive.
Though without you in life, it wont be the same
on my lip,forever, will remain your name.

….WILL LIFE BE THE SAME

Looking back, it was just that quirk of fate

that distance between us got create(d).

yet, if I took, on me, all the blame

I wonder, will life be the same.

If differences we have, I bury it under

so that , now at least, we can be together .

Obstacles, what ever they maybe, I overcame

I wonder, will life be the same.

Many a times, we might have fought

and my weaknesses, you may’ve caught.

But if I convince you with an excuse that is lame

I wonder, will life be the same.

If I were to tell you, now and forever, that it is you

that I want among all of them and the few.

Even if you are convinced that it is not a game

I wonder, will life be the same.

I've been walkin alone.....

Inspired by a poem that i read by the same name on ORKUT..

Far away from the city and the crowd
I wander here and there like a lost cloud .
All that I know that today am all alone
coz there is none whom I call my own.

I feel chocked and looking out for a breather
as I simply cant take the truth that’s bitter.
Of someone, thoughts still, I continue to get
when, me, someone has already tried to forget.

Things come back reeling to the head
as there have so many things unsaid
Guess, I would never get another opportunity
so that I could get some share of felicity.

As I think to give rest to my body that’s weary
its only hope that, from there, with me,I carry.
Hope this black cloud will have its silver lining
and will get fulfilled all sorts of my yearning.