..........Thinking about you....

As usual alone one day I sat
doing nothing in my flat
gently from outside the air blew
and I just started thinking about you.

Came to my mind,you, the first day I saw
I was in state that left in a feel of awe
Time had passed which was so few
that I had started thinking about you.

Many a time,we used to make time and talk
as well as hand in hand,catch up and walk.
It looked for a long time,each other we knew
which at night, used to make me think about you.

Life started to look so joyful and bright
especiallly when I had you by my sight.
Everyday looked, to offer, something new
all this was because I started thinking about you.

Alas,unfortunatley had to come a day
when you decided that you go your way.
What went wrong, I dont've any sort of cue
though always I was thinking about you.

Alone I walk and sit in the canteen
where we used to meet and've fun umpteen.
Food as I try hard to eat and chew
makes my mind to start thinking about you.

Life now has become very bleak
as its you whom I still weak.
Though in the bond has dried away the glue
it hasnt stopped my mind to think about you.

As I wander like a corpse
eyes gets moist and lets out sobs.
Anybody else I cant accept in leu
as my mind will always think about you.

Its been a while...

It’s been a while since we have had a talk.
It’s been a while that I told its you that I lack.
It’s been a while, to me, a message, mail you’ve sent.
It’s been a while thinking of you, I’ve thought to repent.

It’s been a while that I wished seeing a shooting star.
It’s been a while that I realized that from me, you are far.
It’s been a while that I felt it’s only you I miss
It’s been a while that I’ve had any share of bliss.

It’s been a while that without I realized life is no thrill.
It’s been a while that I found out that time is hard to kill.
It’s been a while that I remembered how once we fought.
It’s been a while that I didn’t tell that its you I always sought.

It’s been a while that I never thought would come such a day.
It’s been a while that I imagined never without you, I’ll stay.
It’s been a while that has passed February fourteen.
It’s been a while that thought I would’ve joy umpteen.

It’s been a while that on my watch I saw the time
It’s been a while that I’ve heard your voice chime.
It’s been a while a prayer, I’ve said for you.
It’s been a while that I wished that again I could see u.

DIL AAJ SHAAYAR,GHAM AAJ NAGMA...

Another Kishore da number which inspired me

Dil aaj shayar, gham aaj nagma
the phrase when I heard, I was in awe.
It reninded me of someone who was one of a kind
and for long has remained still in the mind.

Dil aaj shayar, gham aaj nagma
those days, in that person,what I saw.
May be sense of mine wasnt awaken
and took m eto a pit where I had fallen.

Dil aaj shayar, gham aaj nagma
looks foolishly, I was in coma.
Thinking that the mind would be at ease
little did that I know everything would freeze.

Dil aaj shayar, gham aaj nagma
even know its some sort of enigma.
as I thought somehow I would get glee
despite someone in my direction didn’t see.

Dil aaj shayar, gham aaj nagma
it looks that I commited this flaw
Guess I had a lot of, in me, expectation
that resulted in all this frustration.

WONT YOU....???

WONT YOU REMEMBER ME ONCE I GO AWAY?
WONT YOU FEEL THAT THERE WAS A LOT TO SAY?
WONT YOU MISS ME A SLIGHTEST BIT?
WONT YOU REMEMBER THE PLACE I USED TO SIT?

WONT YOU THINK OF ME WHEN YOU SEE MY NAME IN YOUR CELL?
WONT YOU REMINISCENCE THE TIME WHEN,BETWEEN US, WAS WELL?
WONT YOU TRY TO FORGET THE TIMES WE FOUGHT?
WONT YOU BELIEVE,TILL THE END,IT WAS YOU, I SOUGHT?

WONT YOU RECALL THE MESSAGES,E-CARDS I USED TO SEND?
WONT YOU FEEL THAT YOU NEVER SAID WHAT IT WAS FROM YOUR END?
WONT YOU ATLEAST A WHILE,FOR ME, LET OUT A SOB?
WONT YOU REMEMBER ME IN BETWEEN YOUR ROUTINE AND JOB?

WONT YOU THINK THAT ME, SOMEHOW, YOU GOT RID?
WONT YOU CONSIDER WHAT ALL TO YOU, I DID?
WONT YOU THINK THAT YOU USED TO ASK ME WHAT I HAD FOR FOOD?
WONT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT NOW I'VE LEFT YOU FOR GOOD?

WONT YOU ATLEAST FEEL A LITTLE SAD?
WONT YOU THINK THAT LUCK WAS BAD?
WONT YOU WANT TO BE A PART OF MY NEXT BIRTH?
WONT YOU FEEL THAT EVEN NOW,WE CAN GIVE EACH OTHER MIRTH?

WHATS THE USE NOW...??

Sometimes I think and feel that as I go on my way
that for a while, I wish for your sake, I stay .
But what’s the use when it is suffering for me
and eye in eye,we cannot and wont, anymore, see?

Did I expect to much, I sometimes wonder
and hence commited all this blunder?
But, now what is, by contemplating the use
as I realize that both of us are out to loose.

I know that there always will be scarcity
as without you,there wont be any felicity.
Yet when you have been giving me so much hurt
I know you will gulity that you had been curt.

What, to you, the future, is going to show
I wont get to see or in any way, to know.
What I hope, is that it keeps you always well
and with the situation and people,you can gel.

Just if fate decides to bring us back
and then we feel each other we lack.
Well, I hope that shall will never happen
even if he decides to give me hell and not heaven.